You have your goal? ... | Confessions of a Very Personal
I want to write but do not know how to start today. Have you ever wondered of his own destiny? ... Wondered about what is right for you saved? ... Believe at all in such a thing as destiny, the inevitability of fate? I think so. Only if everyone has to fulfill in the life of a task, if only a few are called to this? If so what is the point in the existence of the other, ordinary people? ... A lot lately I think of my life, the future, the purpose of my journey. Over my destiny, which I can not in themselves discover, over the road, which is not given to me to know. I feel that I still wander, I can not define myself, werder bremen I do not know who I am really, I do not have to. I'm still trying to focus on something, you start to do something, but nothing gives me pleasure, satisfaction. I can not find your passion, something that even for a short time stopped me in my tracks. And if my life has no meaning? Why then am I here? ... At yesterday's prayer asked God to help me find a way to show me her lit path, and if my way there to take me from this world to shorten the passion every single day. Because my life has become tiresome. Suffocating me. It has become so empty, without a word ... It happened vegetation, tedious waiting for the next rays of the sun. Once his entire life devoted to Him, uszczęśliwieniu him, caring for him, and I had a purpose, heading somewhere, and now I was alone and I have to live for, I have for you to try, strain ... Once I did everything I did, I did so that he was proud of me, satisfied with my achievements. For myself I do not want ... I do not feel the need to uszczęśliwiania themselves. If you do not find something that will stop me, I'll go crazy. I can not here it anymore, I can not stand in the house, where everyone still clings, werder bremen wants something from me. Still comment werder bremen that never go out, I do not have friends that do not do anything that I read or just sit at a computer that is not speaking that shut in the room. What do they want from me? All life is wrong. I'll be back after midnight-is wrong because for a long time I was not there, do not go out of the house-is wrong because I avoid people. I've had enough. I hate weekends, days off, I hate to have nothing to do. For this mom has two weeks off, go crazy. I started to draw again, I'm a little slow, soothing. I want to repeat a base figure, starting with geometrical figures, of light and shadow, simple shapes, objects. I want to prove to myself that something comes to me, however. I hide under the covers and scribble on paper. Only I lack the proper materials, I miss a good paper, the corresponding pencils. I do not have money, I have yet to settle for old devices. I have something to do with themselves. To act. If I was to you again ... I miss that. That someone observes my efforts, is proud of me. I have no love. Proximity ... Or maybe this is just my destiny? Sacrifice for the other person? Only this gave me happiness, if only it was reciprocated and appreciated. In connection with A. unfortunately not always the case. I like that, I'd like to have a baby ... :) It would meet me one hundred percent. Maybe this is what I created .. I would like to sacrifice for someone so selflessly and in return get only pure, true love with a guy .. so it is impossible, the only pure and sincere essence is the child who makes a woman gets wings, waking up in her will to fight, a true vocation. werder bremen I smile at the thought that I might one day be a mother. Sacrifice everything for such a little one. But for this you need a stabilization, finite studies, werder bremen good job, and most of all ... the guy, but in the end we have twenty-first century :) Still a lot to me, now I have to do everything to not go crazy in this my sick, worthless life ...
In my opinion, the appointment is born at the same moment when the thought is born. The idea that I want to act, to change something, do something good. When the determined goals and aims them at the time when you call they happen to live just something wonderful. And I think that the point is not to wonder werder bremen if this is it. Because until something makes us and others will just INCLUDING pleasure.
When you're next to each other someone who loves us, of course, is easier. Because this one supports, motivates, gives hope. But most importantly it does not base their dreams and goals for other people. Because people fail. The main thing is to believe werder bremen in yourself and meet up. Then valuable people themselves cling to you and then you can experience the incredible love. Not based on mutual taking and giving and acting werder bremen as a couple.
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remember a time before A., before these problems - you were happy. without A. So now find happiness for himself and not bouncing off other people. if it is already here
I want to write but do not know how to start today. Have you ever wondered of his own destiny? ... Wondered about what is right for you saved? ... Believe at all in such a thing as destiny, the inevitability of fate? I think so. Only if everyone has to fulfill in the life of a task, if only a few are called to this? If so what is the point in the existence of the other, ordinary people? ... A lot lately I think of my life, the future, the purpose of my journey. Over my destiny, which I can not in themselves discover, over the road, which is not given to me to know. I feel that I still wander, I can not define myself, werder bremen I do not know who I am really, I do not have to. I'm still trying to focus on something, you start to do something, but nothing gives me pleasure, satisfaction. I can not find your passion, something that even for a short time stopped me in my tracks. And if my life has no meaning? Why then am I here? ... At yesterday's prayer asked God to help me find a way to show me her lit path, and if my way there to take me from this world to shorten the passion every single day. Because my life has become tiresome. Suffocating me. It has become so empty, without a word ... It happened vegetation, tedious waiting for the next rays of the sun. Once his entire life devoted to Him, uszczęśliwieniu him, caring for him, and I had a purpose, heading somewhere, and now I was alone and I have to live for, I have for you to try, strain ... Once I did everything I did, I did so that he was proud of me, satisfied with my achievements. For myself I do not want ... I do not feel the need to uszczęśliwiania themselves. If you do not find something that will stop me, I'll go crazy. I can not here it anymore, I can not stand in the house, where everyone still clings, werder bremen wants something from me. Still comment werder bremen that never go out, I do not have friends that do not do anything that I read or just sit at a computer that is not speaking that shut in the room. What do they want from me? All life is wrong. I'll be back after midnight-is wrong because for a long time I was not there, do not go out of the house-is wrong because I avoid people. I've had enough. I hate weekends, days off, I hate to have nothing to do. For this mom has two weeks off, go crazy. I started to draw again, I'm a little slow, soothing. I want to repeat a base figure, starting with geometrical figures, of light and shadow, simple shapes, objects. I want to prove to myself that something comes to me, however. I hide under the covers and scribble on paper. Only I lack the proper materials, I miss a good paper, the corresponding pencils. I do not have money, I have yet to settle for old devices. I have something to do with themselves. To act. If I was to you again ... I miss that. That someone observes my efforts, is proud of me. I have no love. Proximity ... Or maybe this is just my destiny? Sacrifice for the other person? Only this gave me happiness, if only it was reciprocated and appreciated. In connection with A. unfortunately not always the case. I like that, I'd like to have a baby ... :) It would meet me one hundred percent. Maybe this is what I created .. I would like to sacrifice for someone so selflessly and in return get only pure, true love with a guy .. so it is impossible, the only pure and sincere essence is the child who makes a woman gets wings, waking up in her will to fight, a true vocation. werder bremen I smile at the thought that I might one day be a mother. Sacrifice everything for such a little one. But for this you need a stabilization, finite studies, werder bremen good job, and most of all ... the guy, but in the end we have twenty-first century :) Still a lot to me, now I have to do everything to not go crazy in this my sick, worthless life ...
In my opinion, the appointment is born at the same moment when the thought is born. The idea that I want to act, to change something, do something good. When the determined goals and aims them at the time when you call they happen to live just something wonderful. And I think that the point is not to wonder werder bremen if this is it. Because until something makes us and others will just INCLUDING pleasure.
When you're next to each other someone who loves us, of course, is easier. Because this one supports, motivates, gives hope. But most importantly it does not base their dreams and goals for other people. Because people fail. The main thing is to believe werder bremen in yourself and meet up. Then valuable people themselves cling to you and then you can experience the incredible love. Not based on mutual taking and giving and acting werder bremen as a couple.
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remember a time before A., before these problems - you were happy. without A. So now find happiness for himself and not bouncing off other people. if it is already here
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